Am I mad? No.
I’m not so much mad, just disappointed.
I didn’t think he would help me out, he never does.
It’s hard for me to get him to give me $50, let alone $500. I wasn’t expecting anything good.
But sometimes, I don’t know why, I just hope that maybe my parents will see when something is really important to me and give me a fucking break and just support me on it. I sometimes let myself think that for some reason, they will see how much I love you guys; see how much I need to do this, and just let me.
But then reality sets back in and I remember that what I want and what matters to me is never relevant.
So no, I’m not mad, just sad and disappointed - like usual.
